Astarion...
Feb. 20th, 2024 06:47 pmNow that I've finished that quest, I went to youtube to check out different possible outcomes.
( A funny youtube video )
Goodbye Shadowlands, you asshole
Feb. 11th, 2024 03:30 pm( Some quest griping. )
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Anyway everything else went relatively smoothly.
( Tav's most recent questionable decisions )
Steam Next Fest
Feb. 6th, 2024 10:20 pmThe Good:
The OK:
The Not Good:
Baldur's Gate 3 So Far
Feb. 3rd, 2024 11:31 pmDuring the Snowflake Challenge I was thinking of linking to my old Anidb account, which is largely unused, but then I went and looked it up, and read the reviews that high school me had left on a few things, many, many years ago, and decided no, let's not show this to people.
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Anyway, Snowflake Madness is over, so it's time to start making posts about Baldur's Gate 3. The below is going to be spoilerific, so here is the more spoiler free reaction first. The game is very good but almost too long, The choices and relationships are also excellent, especially for a mainstream RPG, but I am maybe a little spoiled by Visual Novels and still think that they do a better job with some of the elements of narrative.
I've been playing without too much save scumming. A couple times a sequence has felt a little unfair, or the consequences of certain choices did not seem properly clarified, but for the most part, I have rolled with the very many punches that have come my Tav's way, and it's worked out.
And his guardian. I didn't realize I was making his hair quite that red. But they're a good looking pair anyway.
My Tav's a human fighter, career grave robber and small time enforcer operating on the outskirts of Balder's Gate. He's not an evil guy, per se, but I am playing him as someone with an extremely small "us" circle as opposed to the "them" that he doesn't mind fucking over. Once he likes someone he's willing to literally commit murder for them, but he won't go out of his way to be mean, but he's also not going to try super hard to help those in need either.
My faves have been Astarion, Gale, and Lae'zel, in no particular order. Astarion was the early bird, so to speak, so he got Tav's worm. This made Gale very sad and me sad by proxy so I'm fighting the urge to roll a Tav to romance Gale now.
The spoilery part:
( The Going So Far )
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My feelings about the companions:
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Some choices made:
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Snowflake Challenge 14 and 15
Jan. 29th, 2024 08:04 pmChallenge #14
Try something newI considered trying to set up a trading page for sidequest but I noped out when I saw a bunch of php so I'm still not doing any of the TCG stuff yet, even though I like collecting pixels. Someday I'll have the energy to set something up.
Instead I just opened up the Cambio Fude that I bought in Japan and tried it out for the first time. It's actually an amazing pen. The ink flow is great and completely wasted on me, who has ass handwriting no matter the language. But I'm working on it...
Challenge #15
Fandom Snowflake Challenge's 2023 Fandom Wrapped!
Your top 5 fandoms for 2023 were:
- Overwatch League by a long shot
- Honkai Starrail slipped into second starting at the end of the year
- Well behind that is probably Whyborne and Griffin just because the fandom is very small
- Visual Novels generally, though I don't actively participate in any fandom culture around them
- Divinity: Original Sin II ... which again, really enjoyed the game but didn't really touch the fandom.
Your top 5 fandom spaces (Discord, Twitter, etc.) in 2023 were:
- Dreamwidth, which has been a deliberate choice. I feel like I finally accomplished feeling settled here last year.
- Tumblr, still my favorite of the "socials"
- Reddit, though with OWL dead my site use is dropping off a lot.
- Twitter, because I still don't know a better place for fanart
- Discord. I'm not active in many fandom discords but I do have friends discords that I spend a lot of time in.
The top 5 things you did to contribute to fandom in 2023 were:
- I wrote 2 whole ficlets for fandom giftbox/trees lol.
- A bunch of VN reviews?
- Honestly I'm a fandom consumer, not a maker.
Your top 5 most appreciated fandom contributions were:
- Leaving genuinely thankful and enthusiastic comments on fic?
- Again, I'm just chilling here, I contribute by trying not to be an asshole.
Fanart hoarder, devourer of published m/m, r/CompetitiveOverwatch shitposter
In 2023, you discovered:
Libby is very powerful and very dangerous.
Your fandom home in 2023 was:
Still anonmemes.
Snowflake Challenge 13
Jan. 25th, 2024 09:34 pm
Rec some fan works
Fanart:
Dreamwidth is unfortunately not great at reccing fanart. So I think the easiest thing to do is just link to my fanart only tumblr. There's a lot of Cole/Reaper, also Thorki, Castlevania, Disco Elysium, Hades, Dishonored, and Baldur's Gate is starting to creep in now too.
Also here is a nice Than/Zag on a date comic.
Fanfic:
I didn't read that much fanfic this year, but I did get some wonderful gifts for fandom giftbox and fandomtrees, and more people should read them!
- The Tarot Sequence - Rune/Addam/Brand - i'll show you some rhythm by egelantier. The trio go on a date to a club and Brand does some dancing.
- Whyborne & Griffin - Communion by Island_of_Reil. A smutty missing scene from Griffin's PoV, of their marriage night.
- Inception - Arthur/Cobb - is it real? (i can feel it) by ropememory. A fic of Arthur and Cobb's first meeting.
- Metalocalypse x Werewolf - Dethspiral by violeteyes - A werewolf infiltrates the mansion and chaos ensues.
And some Overwatch Vids:
If I were given the power to mind control the world into getting into a single thing it would have been the Overwatch League.
This an OW AMV that uses the cinematics, so no game knowledge needed, just vibes!
The big part of the esports side was the human element though. Subetai put out some great videos highlighting that part back when the matches were on LAN.
Fans who watch this video see every shot and know the whole, emotional story behind them, but with the League now dead, these stories are probably doomed to be forgotten. Now I'm making myself sad.
And finally, a sendoff to the league with contributions by a lot of the live talent. It's the best highlight reel of the 6th and final Overwatch League Finals. Zoe's speech in the end had 10,000 people weeping let me tell you:
Snowflake Challenge 12 + Hugos lol
Jan. 23rd, 2024 07:46 pm
Challenge 12 - Share a personal win
My biggest win last year was paying off my student loans. It's a morbid thing to say but it's true that that the federal response to COVID was a miraculous windfall for a lot of people who's primary source of misery was their student loans, and I was one of those people. Suspending the interest meant I didn't feel like I was on the edge of homelessness anymore and could start saving up over 1/3 more of my paycheck. And even though we didn't get any permanent forgiveness, the time bought by the interest suspension was literally all I needed to be able to make a single payment when interest returned and wipe the whole thing away. I think I saved at least 20k by being able to do this. I'm in such a better financial position right now that it isn't even funny.
I've been popcorning the recent mess with the Hugos. The Hugos have been on my shitlist ever since a number of the people associated with them showed their asses over the Ao3 win. I may have duked it out with a few of them on File 770 back then and my takeaway in the end was that while I have never cared for awards to begin with, I disregarded the Hugos completely, in particular.
So I haven't spent much time absorbing the details of the current fuckup. There is a write up here outlining some of the many questionable datapoints in the voting, but more amusing to me is that the response by those who ostensibly represent the Hugos is just as dumb and annoying as it was a few years ago. In particular the chair of the Mark Protection Committee whining about how they just can't protect their trademark in any way, they just can't! has got me rolling.
The org is simultaneously so desperate to be respected and obeyed, and so desperate to avoid accountability and be seen as just a bunch of hapless guys who can't do shit. They can't have their cake and eat it too but they are trying real hard.
Anyway my point is I just won a Hugo and everyone else did too. Congratulations!
Snowflake Challenge 10 and 11
Jan. 21st, 2024 09:32 pmThe open-endedness of this challenge caused me to go off the rails, so here's 5x5 things. Are they my favorites? The most recent? Recommendations? Even I don't know, honestly.
5 Games
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5 Songs
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5 Ships
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5 Arists (may be NSFW)
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5 Youtube Channels
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And Challenge 11: Make a Fanwork
It used this as an opportunity to finally make some icons out of the Nu:Carnival screenshots I've been collecting. I need to screenshot more liberally but here is the first batch. Feel free to take any if you like them.
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Snowflake Challenge 9
Jan. 17th, 2024 07:51 pm
Challenge 9: Rec Us Your Newest Thing.
My most recent fandom thing is Baldur's Gate because I'm in the middle of it. However, it's not like that game is struggling to find its audience, and I am much more eager to get a few people into the book series I finished reading just before I started playing BG3.
If you are into M/M stories, and like the romance to support a fantasy adventure with danger, battles, interesting worldbuilding, and a variety of pairings, check out Lord of the White Hell.
( May I interest you in some M/M fantasy books? )
So if you're looking for a fun fantasy series to read I strongly recommend this one. You can find links to the books on the author's website.
Snowflake Challenge 8
Jan. 15th, 2024 03:26 pm
Challenge 8: Talk about a current fannish project
Once I have played all the VNs in the bundle, I have a master post already mostly written out in which I give out "awards" to the games I enjoyed the most for one thing or another, and will be offering to give away some of the games via a steam code or similar to give back to the indies who made those games and donated to the cause. I'm hoping this will happen by the end of winter, but I think it depends somewhat on how soon I extricate myself from Baldur's Gate.
The other project that I actually work on with some mild consistency is my worldbuilding, but I don't consider that fannish activity. It's just sort of creative work. I've been lazy about organizing everything into something legible so maybe I'll work on that today a little.
And even further from fandom but also on a more fannish vein(?) I'm practicing Hakobi Usucha Ro, which is sort of an early fundamental form for tea practice. It looks like this:
Snowflake Challenge 7
Jan. 13th, 2024 09:36 pm
Challenge 7: Make a list of fannish and/or creative resources.
Fannish Resources I Created:
The BLM Visual Novel discovery tool I started this last year for the Snowflake Challenge. I've updated it this year to include some more games (5) and added a "no preferences" option to each question. Not every game labeled as a Visual Novel offered through the BLM bundle is included (Just the ones I thought rec worthy) but there are still 31 games to choose from. So if you bought the BLM bundle in 2020 and are trying to decide what's worth playing, maybe this will help!
The Bigass Fantasyland Challenge I created a series of worldbuilding prompts for a writing challenge on Gaia Online in 2010. I've been meaning to move it to a slightly more secure place, or maybe make a little ebook out of it or something. But for today's challenge I finally finished transferring it to neocities. The formatting is eh, but it's at least a step. There are almost 500 worldbuilding prompts here. It'd like to create a randomizer, or something more extensible, but haven't prioritized this in a long time.
Fannish Resources I Use
4thewords - Definitely the #1 fandom related tool I use. It's a writing tool where you fight monsters that represent a word count goal and a time limit, and you gain things like clothes for your avatar or furniture for your home by beating the monsters. I'm on a 1136 days streak writing there. However, 99% of those words are personal journaling and writing reviews, only 1% is fanfiction or anything like that.
Librarything - I have been using librarything to keep track of the books I own and read for about 15 years. On top of managing my own library, I catalog for the legacy library project which creates catalogs of historical figures if we have a record of what they owned. Want to know what was on Susan B. Anthony's shelves? You can just check out her account on librarything! There are also groups if you want to chat with people, and fun with stats. For example the vu et nul autre section will tell you which books you and only one other person own.
As a platform for books I like it a lot more than goodreads (I don't use goodreads) because 1: fuck Amazon, and 2: librarything has a web 1.0 vibe and is relatively disconnected from the social net. It's a great site for people who think tinkering with data is a nice evening activity.
https://randombundlegame.com/ - After the BLM Bundle came out, sifting through the hundreds of entries to find something worth trying was a real chore, so a beautiful soul created a search tool that lets you filter by many facets to actually find something in that massive pile. It has been updated to include many of the major bundles that followed after the BLM Bundle's success as well. I wouldn't be able to work through all the Visual Novels in the bundle if it weren't for this tool (and I don't understand why itch.io can't provide something native that works like this >.<).
Snowflake Challenge 6
Jan. 11th, 2024 08:48 pm
Challenge #6
In your own space, share a favourite piece of original canon (a show, a specific TV episode, a storyline, a book or series, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much.
Oh ho ho, what a coincidence that today I was relistening to my playlist of 82 different varieties of the song Stars from Les Miserables. That's right 82 versions of the same damn song, which I collected in a fevered passion over a decade ago. The large number is mostly because the song has been translated into many different languages, so I actually have very few "amateur" tracks included. Anyway I found a new version as I was writing this post so now the list is 83 tracks long.
The playlist is connected to a RL google account (that it appears I can't obfuscate because google is doing evil now) so I won't link it directly, but here are my favorites.
- Phillip Quast 10th Anniversary Concert - The standard to which I judge all other versions. Phillip Quast is my Javert and the 10th Anniversary Concert is my Les Mis musical. I honestly get weirded out when I see the scenes beyond the musical pieces lol.
- Stars in Polish, "Gwiazdy" - Sung by Łukasz Dziedzic. He's got a perfectly powerful voice for the role.
- Stars in Japanese "Hoshi Yo" - Sung by Takeshi Kawaguchi. Fun fact, the guy who played Valjean in the Japanese production was none other than Chairman Kaga of Iron Chef fame.
- Stars in Chinese "繁星满天" - This one is a fan production, but I don't think there is an official Chinese production. Maybe someday!
As to why I like this particular track, I think it perfectly encapsulates Javert's character, and is his best solo song in the play.
Also, in the 10th anniversary concert video, right before Quast is up to sing this song, Colm Wilkinson gives him a little pat on the leg for encouragement and that little gesture has kept the fires burning in my little shipper heart for literal decades. Every once in a while I go back to youtube rips of the VHS to take another look.
To illustrate just how nuts that is, here is a screenshot of the pat.

Can you make anything out there? I absolutely can't, but I remember the VHS tape, and I know what those little blurry dots are doing, and that's enough lol.
Snowflake Challenge 5
Jan. 10th, 2024 09:04 pmSnowflake Challenge 3 & 4
Jan. 7th, 2024 06:17 pmNew Year's is kinda over, but I still want to sneak in a rec for a fun design blog, Spoon and Tamago. Every new year they do a "New Years Cards" post that shows of some cool graphic greeting cards. Here's the post for this year.
And here's the recent two Snowflake Challenges.
Challenge #3
Fandom Wishlist
Challenge #4
IceBreaker Challenge! Tell us about yourself.
Well, the first thing about myself is that I am very private and my fandom philosophy has always been that the Streams Do Not Cross. So I won't say too much about my real life, but I can say some stuff about who I am in the context of fandom.
Tl;dr because the below got a lot longer than I expected: I'm mostly just a blogger and member of the peanut gallery. I've written a few fic but mostly just like talking about stuff I like with other people and looking at nice art and reading the occasional fic. My fandoms are mostly video games, but I'm also into anime and cartoons, and sometimes fiction.
I tend to be a little nitpicky. I like complaining about things or being critical about them, but only in a well meaning way if that makes sense? I never expect others to share my views of media and don't think if something doesn't work for me it shouldn't work for anyone else. I just have a pessimistic nature I have never been able to completely tame.
Snowflake Challenge Day 2
Jan. 3rd, 2024 09:19 pm
The second snowflake Challenge is goal setting. I've already mentioned some resolutions in this post but I'll refine them here.
I have been keeping track of my time usage after 7pm for a few years now, via a chart, but this year bothered to actually add up all the little squares and create summaries of my monthly time usage. The time usage for this year looks like this:
( Click to see fancy monthly rundown. )
I didn't track days in which I was traveling or sick, so months like October for example are very meager in their totals.
The yearly resulting hour sums are:
Reading - 85
Writing- 106.4
Study - 26.5
Chores - 252
Internet - 371
Gaming - 513.75
These stats are lopsided in the wrong way imo, so what I want to do this year is concentrate on cutting my internet faffing by half to around 180 hours total, cut down my gaming total, and increase my study total to 100 hours this year.
I also want to focus a little on my health. I'm moving towards middle age and have not treated my body well as we are not friends. Plus I've felt I should be cutting down my meat intake for moral reasons mostly, but have never been able to get that to stick because it's hard to be a trash eater and a vegetarian at the same time. So I am setting up a little graph in my notebook and will record whether I do or do not eat meat each day, and the goal is to have either a positive trend in rate of vegetarian days, or to have made it to 1/5 of all days per month being purely vegetarian. I really hate cooking so this is a pain in the ass for me, but we'll see how it goes.
And my final resolutions should -- theoretically -- be the easiest one. I will be buying no books this year. The reasons why are mentioned in this post.
Snowflake Challenge Day 1
Jan. 2nd, 2024 07:32 pm
It's that time of year again! I always enjoy the Snowflake Challenge, even if I rarely take the challenge on "on time." And the first challenge is always the hardest for me because I don't want to talk about myself, really. I want to be a nebulous, abstract concept.
But I did update my account profile a little bit, and added some interests to the tags to reflect some things I picked up this year.
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Baldur's Gate 3, finally!
Jan. 1st, 2024 07:41 pmThe other thing I was a little surprised by is that character creation was a little limited in terms of facial options. I'm not the sort of person who spends much time customizing my character so it wasn't a huge deal, but I like to tweak things a bit and you couldn't really. I guess that guarantees that your dude is relatively decent looking regardless. I went with a human fighter. Very vanilla, I know, but I've enjoyed sword and board classes. Having physical strength and being able to defend my allies is my power fantasy.
( Spoilerish Stuff )
End of the Year Stats
Dec. 31st, 2023 11:30 pmOne of my New Year's Resolutions is to not buy any books at all to read for the upcoming year. This is maybe a weird resolution, but I am currently looking at a room in which there are five large towers of books on the floor because there is no longer any room on the three double shelved bookshelves for them. Every once in a while I go through and try to weed this overwhelming mass, and find myself stopping and thinking, but I want to read this before I get rid of it.
So, given that even as I was chewing through books this year they were almost all ebooks on libby, my piles did not shrink in any way, and in fact continued to grow as every once in a while I would make the error of walking into a used bookshop and coming out with 3-5 books. I'm getting seriously hemmed in here, so if I'm struggling with making the piles shrink, at least I can probably keep it from growing. It's going to be hard to do though because the one thing on this planet that I impulse buy is books.
The books that are currently sitting on the top of my closest "No really I'm gonna read them" pile are:
- Parker-Chan, She Who Became the Sun
- Brown, Is Taiwan Chinese? (I'm halfway through this one)
- Ostler, Empires of the Word
- Bates, Library, an Unquiet History
- Souseki, The Gate
- ... Herodotus, The Persian Wars (fucking why, self?)
- Fforde, The Eyre Affair
Godzilla -1 and some Gaming
Dec. 20th, 2023 10:39 pmMy roommates wanted to see Godzilla and since I had seen a bunch of people saying it was very good, I thought fuck it, why not. I had never seen any Godzilla movie before. The old Japanese movies looked amusing but I had no interest in them, and the American movies looked bad. This movie was fine. It was good in a very, ah yes, Japanese drama, sort of way. Godzilla itself was cool, some of the action was neat, the human interest stuff was cheesy and predictable, but it was earnest enough. I'm very much not a fan of the sort of directing that goes into some of Japanese drama, where the actors chew the shit out of the scenery, and this movie had a whole lot of that. It's one of the reasons I don't spend that much time with Japanese live action even though it would be good practice for me. And I couldn't get too invested in the story because it was so paint by numbers. I found the sets and the costuming to be the most interesting part of the whole thing.
I'm not the audience for these movies.
The one thing I found endearing was how Godzilla was animated. We've come a long long way from the special effects of the first movie, but because the man in suit movement of Godzilla is so iconic, this Godzilla still had a weird, stiff gait and funny proportions. This amused me.
But I don't thing I'm seeing any more movies in the theater for a long time. We have a few nice cheap theaters nearby, they used to be 5 dollar second hand theaters before COVID fucked things up and now they're a little different but still cheap. But whenever my roommates want to go watch a movie they want to go to the fancy place a whole town over that costs 15 bucks and the scrooge in me just can't abide this so after swallowing the sticker shock twice in a short period of time it's back to library rentals and a friend's netflix for me..