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In your own space, rec three fanworks that you did not create.

You know, when NFTs first were getting big one of my big takeaways (after "LOL, LMAO") was I wish there was a nice platform like opensea that just didn't include the blockchain and let people keep a "collection" of art that was linked to the artist, who got a little money every time someone added it. I guess it wouldn't work so well for fan art but I still wish there were a better way to collect digital art that didn't involve just saving the file on your own drive, cause that can break the connection with the artist if you aren't systematic about it.

Anyway, here's my recs. I did more than 3 since art is a much quicker thing to take in.

A nice Rune/Brand piece from the Tarot Sequence: https://twitter.com/cogtier/status/1473411262033932300
More Rune/Brand: https://twitter.com/Midreky/status/1596998217056780288

This is original but it is a one person animation and extremely well done. A sort of m/f witch/witch thing. : https://twitter.com/catsuka/status/1511403345180868611

Some Thanatos/Zagreus : https://twitter.com/ingsevens/status/1608101012598030338

And because I feel the need to earn the NSFW warning on my journal, some NSFW Ramattra/Reaper: https://twitter.com/jayla_comics/status/1602351735292530691


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I'm skipping 10 and 11 for a bit until I have the energy to sit down and work on them, so here's 12.


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In your own space, set yourself some goals for the coming year.

This winter has kind of been ass on my mental state so I'm throwing myself softballs this year.
  1. Read more books this year than last year. This should be easy considering I only read 6 last year and am on 5 already this year due to the aforementioned winter being complete ass for me and having nothing to do but read.
  2. Finish the BLM Visual Novels. I'm extremely close. I'm feeling it this year. It's gonna happen.
  3. Clean out my wardrobe. I think 50% of my clothes at this point has holes in it. I need to just sit down and toss a bunch out. I keep thinking ooh there has to be a way to recycle this shit, but I bought all of it second hand already and have worn some of these clothes for close to 15 year so maybe it's time to just toss them.
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On around midnight of the 16th, aka the last second of the last day of a three day weekend, the second book in the Tarot Sequence came out of hold for me so of course I fucked myself for a second time by starting to read it immediately. I did however manage to control myself enough that I put the phone down at around 3AM, instead of losing the entire night of sleep. And then I kept stealing glances at it at work the next day, finished it around midnight that night, and immediately checked out the Hourglass Throne because that one doesn't have a wait list. This time I only stayed up reading til 2 AM, which is usually when I finally manage to go to sleep anyway, so I'm very proud of myself. And the next day I again spent a lot of my workday trying not to just straight up read when I had things to do, and again just finished the whole thing in the evening. With no more books in the series left for now the demon has been exorcised in some sense, but I'm going nuts that my go-to compulsion immediately after getting the Bug for a canon, gorging myself on fan art, is not available here because book fandoms so rarely seem to attract fan artists. There are a a few cute pictures I've dug up but somehow there are noooo horny artists coming at this even though there are so many opportunities. So... so many opportunities. I'm actually going a little crazy. This is why small fandoms drive me nuts.

I wish I could draw!

A quick note about why I enjoyed the series so much: The trope hooks are some serious loyalty kink, soul mates, everybody gets trauma, mutual pining, and a will they won't they sort of love triangle that appears to be rapidly resolving into the thruple, but has not yet hit that point by the end of the third book. The  main character, Rune Saint John, is the last Atlantian scion of a fallen house, and survives in his impoverished state by being a fixer for the very powerful man that took him in after his entire family was slaughtered. The books start out with just him and his Companion, Brand, who is a human who was magically bonded to Rune from the crib. Over the course of the book they keep picking up strays, including Mr. Perfect, Addam, who is the extremely wealthy scion of a different house and the damsel that has to be saved in the first book.

The majority of the book is straightforward adventure. There's a mystery, or a baddie, and the gang has to figure out how to deal with it. There's an interesting magical system where spellpower is held in artifacts, and the richer you are the more artifacts you have, so the more power, but the power creep is pretty severe and by the third book a lot is going on that doesn't rely on this and Rune is kind of rapidly reaching the top of the heap. There's also political intrigue, and an underlying plot where Rune is trying to figure out who was it that killed his family and how he can get revenge.

Most of the books are a romp. A couple times the combat bogs things down a little, but the pace is otherwise great and does a good job of balancing out a lot of humor, some feel good found family stuff that I'm not so into but eh it's nice, and some gruesome violence, as well as dark issues like sexual abuse. The trauma that Rune suffered at the hands of his attackers is a big fucking deal and the books do a good job of showing how that has an effect on him, not just on over the top ways but in smaller moments like how he's affected by the knowledge that Brand has familiarity with the red light district.

There's an ever growing cast of characters, as every time Rune gets himself in a mess he ends up adopting someone. They all have strong personalities but the Rune/Brand relationship is the cornerstone for me. The loyalty kink is off the charts with these two. Brand was basically raised from a toddler to be Rune's right hand, but he's human so doesn't have the tools that an Atlantian does and occasionally goes a little nuts when Rune leaves him behind. He has a tough love approach to everything and fights with Rune constantly but in a very loving way. The both of them spend a lot of time protecting each other not just physically but emotionally from a lot of nasty shit. Rune hides some terrible secretes from Brand and worries about things like Brand killing himself if Rune dies while Brand is one of the few people who know how bad it got for Rune during the attack and will set fire to the whole world to protect him from anything like that ever again.

When Addam showed up I was ready to mean girl him because I do not care for sweet, understanding, instantly attracted, smooth talking love interests. They're boring. I'm still not into Addam and Rune the same as I am with Rune and Brand but Addam has kind of stepped it up in the second and third books... possibly because he had a talk with Rune and was like "yeah there's no way I'm matching what you've got with Brand and I'm not going to try" lol. I swear I'm usually a multi-shipper. In this case Addam was just not as interesting to me.

There are kind of sexy times in the books. The first one has something I think qualifies as a more explicit sex scene, but because of Rune's aforementioned trauma things go real slow. It's a point of anxiety for Rune because he feels inadequate and frustrated with himself that even many months after Addam basically becomes his boyfriend he struggles with intimacy. I liked that the books are taking their time with that, and they approach a lot of the nasty stuff that comes up as something that's going to have an effect on a person probably for the rest of their life, not a sort of adventure over, shake it off sort of way.

But on top of all of that the books are really quite funny. Since I borrowed ebooks and can't easily reference them again after I just copied a bunch of my favorite lines. I don't know if they are as good out of context, but they also show off some of the characters.

Have some excerpts:

Quotes from the second two books of the trilogy )

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Challenge #9

In your own space, celebrate a personal win from the past year.

I stalled out on the challenge this year because I didn't have much in the way of personal wins, especially outside of work since I didn't really have much going on at all outside of work. I guess the only thing that I can really think of was that I got 11 Visual Novels completed... I also managed to beat Hades within 4 runs in a new game so that was a nice little achievement, but other than that there doesn't seem to be much.
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Challenge #8

In your own space, create a quiz or a poll

I tried to make a recommendation tool for the BLM Bundle Visual Novels. There are a couple of games I still want to add, and because there are so many games (23 atm!)  I'm worried that some choice combos will have too much redundancy, so I will probably tweak it over time, and once I have played all of the games I'll update it and make a sort of official, final version to add at [community profile] playingstory .


If anyone takes the poll, please tell me how useful it seemed to you!

Poll #28235 Visual Novel Poll
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 5


Which Result did you get?

Does it look like a good rec?

View Answers

Yes
3 (60.0%)

No
0 (0.0%)

Not sure
2 (40.0%)

What other questions might be helpful to ask?


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I'm catching up!
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Snowflake Challenge 4

In your own space, add something to your fandom’s canon.

I'm going to cheat with this one because I couldn't think of anything so instead of picking a fandom I'm going to throw up some lore for my worldbuilding project, which takes the form of an encyclopedia.

Random trivia about hair )

Snowflake Challenge 5

In your own space, tell us about 3 creative/fannish resources, spaces, or communities you use or enjoy.

Man, I really don't know. I haven't found good fannish spaces between last year and now and I'm kind of bummed about it. I am enjoying Dreamwidth a lot. I would like to find more active communities here but even without it's a nice place to be. The NuCarnival subreddit has been very helpful with creating calculators and tactic guides for the game, and I'm on the CompetitiveOverwatch subreddit, affectionately known as COW all the time not just for news but because they have live threads during matches and it's a nice way to have a chat experience without having to deal with "chat." But I still miss having a home base, which I haven't had in a very long time, maybe since the go-gaia days. I miss forums.


Snowflake Challenge 6

Search in your current space, whether brick-and-mortar or digital. Post a picture or description of something that is or represents:

Picspam! )

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For those like me who prefer picspam let's plays to video versions, I thought I'd make a brief let's play post for this game, starting from the beginning to what is kind of the middle of chapter 1. This gives a good sense of the setup and what the two main characters, Rourke and Adair, are like. Please note that I'm leaving a lot of dialog out, so if this is intriguing there is still a lot to see by playing the game yourself!

So let's begin!
Let's Play: Long Gone Days )

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Things start to fall apart from there. I might continue the let's play if there is an audience of >0 but even if no one reads this I think it makes for a good teaser, and I encourage people to look at some of the playthroughs that were posted on youtube or check out the developer's tumblr for art, info and updates. The game is clearly a labor of love from a small team so I hope that they get more attention for it and that the see success when the final chapter comes out!

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My complaining last post seems to have unclogged some writing blockages because I immediately set to working on Challenge #2 after that, which is to write a fandom manifesto, so now I have done so!

Behold!
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Challenge #2

In your own space, write a promo, manifesto or primer for your fave character, ship or fandom.

Let me tell you guys about Long Gone Days.

Here is the tl;dr: Long Gone Days is a little indy game with a small cast of well written and interesting characters, a dramatic conflict, lots of angst, brotherhood, us-against-the-world scenarios, and the triumph of human kindness over violence and brutality. The art is breathtaking and the artist for the game likes drawing the characters a lot so you can get new content straight from the source! The main duo are very shippable as two brothers in arms fighting to survive in the middle of a warzone. And if you like a different dynamic there is also a cute pacifist civilian that needs to be protected and is understanding and kind to the soldiers, who are really fish out of water who need to learn how pretty much everything works outside of their little cult bubble. There are infinite opportunities for hurt/comfort, found family tropes, and some darker stuff thanks to the brainwashing, and weird genetics/breeding elements in the worldbuilding. If you get into the fandom now, you can take advantage of the fact that this is open canon and write your own happily (or very unhappily) every after!

And if you ever bought one of those big itch.io bundles, you probably already own this!~

There's a trailer in the game with lots of nice shots:

 


 

If this sounds kind of interesting to you, read on for the full manifesto. I also did a more gameplay focused review a while back but below is the fandom tailored argument.

There will be some spoilers, but they will be at the end. And I should admit right from the get-go because I know that for some people this is a deal breaker, the game - and therefore the story, are unfinished, and the final update has been stalled for a long time. HOWEVER the devs posted recently that they are done with major content and are in the debug phase so I have hope! I also don't mind WIPs at all so this isn't a problem for me, but I know some people hate it. Still! Please read and give the game a chance because it is such a great hotbed of interesting ideas, plus it's pretty. And 3 people did all of it. That's crazy!



The full manifesto. Pic spam included. )

I've done a quick let's play of the first half of Chapter 1 too!
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The Snowflake Challenge is happening again this year, and I liked doing it last year, so I'm going to try again.

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I did challenge one, which I think is pretty much always to spruce up your profile, but the only sprucing up I did was removing interests... kinda sad times tbh.

On that same vein challenge two is to write a little fandom manifesto, and I am just so utterly devoid of fannish feeling, and have been for nearly a year, that I'm struggling to come up with something. I'll keep thinking.

Challenge 3, however...
In your own space, Scream Into the Void. Get it all out.
Overwatch 2 kind of sucks )
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2022 is pretty much officially in the books now.

Fandom and hobby wise there was nothing that really exploded into my life the way other things had done previously. The last time I was ultra into something was Disco Elysium, which has been in the rear view mirror for a while now. I still was super into OWL, and enjoyed this season a lot despite its many problems, which is good because next season is already looking to be a tire fire. I didn't play much of the game this year though. The move to "Overwatch 2" killed the enthusiasm of almost all of my friends, who stopped playing completely, and the introduction of a battle pass and the removal of the offtank position, aka the position I usually liked to play, means I barely care to play myself. On top of that the balance changes they made to tanks to make 5v5 viable has completely broken all of the arcade modes. People just lock as many hogs as they can and it's the most boring shit. Still like watching others play though.

What I've been playing the most lately is probably Valheim. My solo game stalled out a little because corpse runs at the higher zones suck assssssss solo, but at about that same time the game got an update with the mistlands and all my friends who quit Overwatch picked up Valheim again and we've been having a good time with that. We started a new world and in fact finally got to the mistlands yesterday after spending an interminable amount of time looking for the plains boss. We're going in unspoiled so it's been fun seeing the new enemies and mechanics and food and such. With the exception of the man-sized ticks. I really do not like the man-sized ticks.

According to steam the game I played the most this year was Lost Ark. An impressive feat considering I quit it maybe 6 months ago. It's that much of a time suck. Valheim comes after that, and then Hades, at 7% of playtime. I ended up playing a new game and trying to see how quick I could beat Hades. The first try I got him down in 14 runs and the second I got him in 4, which I'm very pleased with.

Steam gives you a little wrapup for the year, and it includes a graph of how much of what you played when, but I don't know if it's random chance or what but it managed to pick all the same color for my most played games, so it's just a big crowd of blue.

graph of games played over the year

 

Last year I made a little list of things that I would like to get done. Here's what I put down:

  • Finish all the VNs in the BLM bundle. I'm about halfway through after two years and want to pick up the pace. I thought I might finish this year and then dropped the ball completely.
  • Post a fic. I never finish anything so one fic a year is about par for the course for me.
  • Read my Japanese light novel adaptation of Les Mis. This is a goal I have set for like... 12 years straight or something but SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE YEAR I'M GONNA DO IT.
  • Put out a twine game. Again. I never finish anything so this is a wash about as soon as I speak it into being.
  • Collect some stamps. I want to pick up some stamps from out of the country!
  • Fill out my legendkeeper project and convert my old Bigass Fantasyland Challenge off of Gaiaonline finally, jeesus.

Of all of these, I only hit one, which was to pick up some interesting stamps from out of the US. I had someone send me a postcard from Ukraine with the Russian Warship Go Fuck Yourself stamp as a thank you for donating to the defense fund, and managed to scrounge some cool stamps at some estate sales for nothing, so horray, a success!

The other things, which take more work and dedication I barely was able to work on. I am very close to finishing the BLM bundle though, and I'm hoping next year is the year. I didn't post a single fic. In fact, I think I wrote less this year than I ever have in my entire life. I don't know what it is but I have felt entirely drained of all creative juices for a while now. Only got a few more pages into Les Mis. And again my Japanese studies dropped to 0 in the latter half of this year, largely due to work suddenly being full tilt again, but also because of OWL taking up all of my spare time. The twine thing  moved two inches forward and I have a draft of an email I meant to send in like April or something crazy like that still sitting around but that also got completely subsumed by stress. And I didn't look at the legendkeeper stuff. =s

Well, my problem has always been with prioritizing. I once desperately went to the school psychologists cause I was pretty certain by then I had ADHD and wanted to stop feeling like I was on the verge of a mental breakdown all school year long and the psych was like it just sounds like normal school stress lol. But I know for a fact if I feel like I have more than one thing that I need to do at a time my life falls apart, so maybe making these lists is not the best idea for me. When I stick to the fandom stuff I don't mind so much when I drop the ball, but there are also real life things that I've needed to do and none of those got done either, which is a much bigger problem.

One thing I did more or less keep up this year was charting time spent. I also kept a list of books read, and got to 6 this year, which is two less than last year and the year before, so RIP.

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Last week I decided it was time to readjust my sleep habits a little bit. Typically I feel sleepy around 8 or 9, don't go to bed, get a second wind around 10, and then I'm wide awake through midnight, often past 1 and into 2AM. Then the next morning getting up sucks ass and I have to skip breakfast and the first few hours at work are very low productivity. So I decided I would just go straight to bed on the first round of getting sleepy and see where that led me. It sort of worked. I did go straight to sleep around 8pm, but woke up at 9 completely refreshed and then was wide awake in bed for three straight hours, but the next day was a little smoother.

In the before times I used to belong to a book club that would meet once a month. We read exclusively LGBT+ speculative work. It was a fun group and we read a lot of interesting stuff, both good and bad. When COVID came the meetings were moved to zoom, and since I hate zoom I stopped participating. I just never can remember it's time to stop doing whatever I'm doing and sit looking at a video of people looking at their screens. So I haven't read any of the books they have in the past few years, with a couple of exceptions. I still get their emails though and last month's book, The Last Sun,  looked interesting enough that I decided to see if it was in the library, which led me to getting set up in the library's ebooks borrowing system for the first time. I generally don't read ebooks, but not out of any conviction, just because I never bothered to set up a good way to do it, but figured I'd give it a shot and put this book on hold. That was a couple of weeks ago, and Friday night it became available.

So, I'm starting to feel tired around 9, decide I should just go straight to bed instead of working on stuff into the night, lie down... and since I'm a fucking moron I take my phone and start reading The Last Sun.

Now, while I don't usually read ebooks, I don't -never- read ebooks, and the ebooks I've read before have been meh indy things that I could put down without any trouble.

But unfortunately The Last Sun was very good and next thing I know it's 5:30 am and I'm finishing it up. I was actually hoping my improved habits would let me wake up at 4AM Saturday morning to watch some Korean Overwatch event but that event started while I was still awake, I considered a moment, and realized my brain was locked on and I couldn't actually stop reading, so I ended up missing it anyway...

And of course after that I fell asleep and woke up at 2PM so so much for improving my habits. My entire weekend was kind of lost to the sleep shift so now I'm back to square one.

I might write a little about The Last Sun in the future but I'm currently chomping at the bit for the second book, which is again on hold. Let's hope I start reading this one on the weekend instead of at 9PM at night.

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I was in the mood for answering random questions so I went looking for some end of year surveys and found one that was interesting enough. Here it is below. And the link to the original post is here. Is there an official term for these things? I feel like they were easier to find in the past.

Feel free to post the answers for yourself too, I'm curious how everyone else's year went.

  1. Song of the year? I'm suffering from some recency bias here but the song that I've been enjoying the most that's not from my favorite album of the year is Maria Chaikovskaya's Kiss Me (Марія Чайковська - Целуй Меня)
  2. Album of the year? Beyond the Buried and Me's Colors II. I ended listening to this on repeat over multiple cross country trips. It's a massive banger. I don't know if it came out this year but I listened the hell out of it this year.
  3. Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year? Maybe Stoned Jesus. They're sort of a neo retro rock band? I don't know what the genre is called.
  4. Movie of the year? Shit, which movies did I watch this year? I wasn't going into any theaters up until literally the last couple of weeks and wasn't watching anything streaming either, so I don't even know what's come out recently. By virtue of it having almost no competition whatsoever, I have to go with Everything Everywhere All at Once.
  5. TV show of the year? Demon Slayers. Watched the shit out of that show, multiple times, for study purposes of course. I also ended up watching a little Bee and Puppycat recently and have been enjoying that a lot.
  6. Episode of tv or webisode that defined the year for you? I'm not sure about that. I think maybe that Line Goes Up youtube doc on NFTs. I have been popcorning the NFT "Space" since a little before the big Beeple auction, and the vid filled in a number of holes for me.
  7. Favorite actor character of the year? I don't really care about actors all that much so I'm swapping this. Zenitsu is one of the most polarizing characters out there in a long time, and I fell in the love bucket with him. I am just too weak to lightning type characters and his whining is kinda relatable. The obsession with girls is not though.
  8. Game of the year? Begrudgingly, Overwatch 2, cause it still sucked up all of my time. But I also got into Deep Rock Galactic this year and started playing multiplayer with randoms instead of just when friends were around and it turned out to be a lot of fun, so I'm getting more and more into that. It's a loooot chiller than Overwatch, but it's also not as satisfying without the competitive aspect.
  9. Best month for you this year? Eugh. Probably May or June? Was warm? Not much going on?
  10. Something that made you cry this year? I cry super easy. Put a cheap ass commercial with some over sentimental scene in it and I'll cry. I definitely sobbed for Everything Everywhere All at Once.
  11. Something you want to do again next year? Hang out with my friend on her birthday. We spent a long weekend together, went to an arboretum and all the bookshops in the area, and played some board games. Was a lot of fun.
  12. Talk about a new friend you made this year. I don't think I made any new friends this year. I make a new friend approximately every 5 years minimum.
  13. How was your birthday this year? I don't do anything for it and my family is far away, so it just sort of came and went without fanfare. I have one friend who has a birthday close to mine so we get each other cupcakes.
  14. Favorite book you read this year? Piranesi. According to my notes I only read 5 books this year. That's a little embarrassing... But even so it's a good book.
  15. What’s a bad habit you picked up this year? Oversleeping. And especially, screwing around on my phone too much before I get out of bed. It makes mornings really bad.
  16. Post a picture from the beginning of the year. Here's some Jayce/Victor (SFW) https://twitter.com/O04447809O/status/1480245281216098306
  17. Post a picture from the end of the year. Zenyatta/Ramattra (SFW) https://twitter.com/timnehparrot/status/1600839292137672706
  18. A memorable meal this year? I had a nice monkfish dish at a seafood place in Boston. You don't usually see monkfish on the menu I think, but I like it, and it was done very well. I made a lazy version of Dakgalbi for the first time this year and liked the results a lot, so I'm rolling that into my very small repertoire. I also tried the some Bonchon this year. I thought I was going to a place that served banchan and was at first disappointed, but it's still decent chicken.
  19. What’re you excited about for next year? The sooner it comes the closer to Spring we are. Also excited about the new Hades game! And I've made an agreement with my company to go on a business trip to Japan, which I haven't been able to do in something like 4 years now, so I'm really looking forward to that. Going to have to save up so I can buy some things for myself too while I'm there.
  20. What’s something you learned this year? Time does fly when you get older.
  21. What’s something new about your place of residence (room, home, or general location) now vs the start of the year? I bought a radiating heater so I wouldn't be living in 60 degree rooms all winter long. No regrets. But we also got our heater repaired by our landlord and I can't tell if we're spending more money on heating or it's just more efficient now... I guess I'm going to find out when the bill comes this month.
  22. Favorite place you visited this year? Boston. I like visiting that city a lot, it's walkable, has interesting neighborhoods, I'm a nerd for colonial architecture, and I can get good Italian cookies.
  23. If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be? Stop stressing out, Jesus. I don't know, if I had any good advice at this point I feel like I'd be following it!
  24. Did you keep any New Year’s Resolutions? No lol. I don't think I managed to keep a single one, but that's par for the course. I am however very close to finishing that batch of VN games.
  25. Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year? Describe one. Hmm, I don't think I did. I don't think I played anything that let you and I didn't spend much time writing. In fact I think I wrote less this year than I ever have before, which kind of sucks.

 

 

 



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A friend told me about there being a Dragon Age cartoon, so I checked that out. I sort of watched it while making and eating dinner over the last few days, so I can't say that I didn't miss anything significant, but it felt like a general setup for the upcoming game, with the MacGuffin and the cliffhanger at the end. More significant spoilers below.

 

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I use twitch streams as white noise while working but this evening that didn't work out too good because everyone was watching the Game Awards and I ended up getting sucked in. Since I'm a patient gamer usually I didn't have any investment in the award outcomes. I haven't played anything that was brought up. But I am super hype about the announcement from Supergiant that they're making a sequel to Hades. It looks like it's going to play almost exactly the same, just with different mechanics for maybe the weapons and mobs, which is great. The core gameplay is perfect, new challenges and variety is all I want. What I really want is for Supergiant to go for something wacky and new after this though. I think the fact that all of their games are very different, even though they clearly are related, is great.

The art and music is of course just as sexy as Hades 1. The trailer is impeccable. 

From that trailer and some of the followup it seems like the general plot is the MC is the princess of the underworld, Zag's sister, Hades' daughter, and is possibly out to kill Kronos to rescue Hades. I'm guessing the last image is Hades in chains though it's possible it could be someone else. I am extremely easy to please when it comes to drooling over guys so even the teasers have had me fully satisfied. I'm also very happy for the lady enjoyers because both the MC and Hecate are also good looking.

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When I posted yesterday I realized there was one thing I didn't mention which is that I'm still playing the hell out of Nu:Carnival. It turned out to be easy to do as f2p. Sure, I can't get all of the cards but the system is generous enough that I almost always get something every event, and I can save up for pity when I'm desperate. The most recent event had Blade and Edmond which was a mild annoyance because I wanted Edmond and wanted to dodge Blade, which of course means I pulled Blade first. I'm taking my losses and walking away for the next event now.

Even though the game is very much a porn game, a majority of the gameplay is either easy to maintain resource management, or surprisingly wholesome plot stuff. The little events are usually cute and have little morals about believing in yourself or supporting each other and stuff like that. The outfits are horny, and the reward for playing is still sex, but it's a running joke in the fandom that people come for the dick and literally forget about it in favor of just grinding through the actual game and getting emotional about character growth.

screenshots )

I just love porn logic. Material saving robes indeed. The other two pics are little bonuses from the Halloween event, with little short stories. The bat creature with the cool whip tits is an incubus in his bat form. He's adorable and I would get a plushy of him if I had the chance.
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I guess it's December. It feels like the second half of this year blew by, just month after month of nothing going on. Outside of the OWL season I was just barely existing outside of work, which has picked up now that everyone has kind of decided that COVID is over, so I'm going on business trips again. I'm also catching colds again so that's unpleasant. There's still some masking around but sometimes I'm the only one doing it. Oh well I guess.

Looking back on the stuff goals I set for myself this year I don't think I got close to any of them! I am still working on the VN stuff and that's pretty much the only thing I got progress on. That is, playing the VNs, the planning for one got halted when a massive work deadline showed up and then it was followed by another work deadline... and I basically remained kinda drained for the rest of the year. It feels like it's been a long time since I've managed to gather anything resembling creativity for a while, which sucks, but that can always change I guess.

Because I've been traveling a lot for work again I've had a little bit of time to watch movies on planes or listen to podcasts on cross country trips.

 

Stuff I've consumed )
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My friends and I tried out a bunch of the steam demos during the event. For the most part the games we played were cheap knockoffs of other games. Soulstone Survivors was just Vampire Survivors reskinned. From Space was a more boring and easy version of Alien Swarm. Undecember is a PoE/Lost Ark clone with a lot of mechanics named the exact same thing as in those game. There are a handful of ripoff Factorios. Cosmoteer is Faster Than Light, there was an Unpacking ripoff. I could go on forever. It's almost impressive how quick lazy devs can push that crap out.

There's also a small handful of VNs. I took note of them and may look them up on itchi.io later, but I don't want to interact with them on steam because there's no way of hiding that shit from your friends list as far as I know. My friends know I play VNs but I don't think I want to announce to the world that I am willing to try out furry bara games.

There were a few games that seemed to be more than cheap ripoffs that I gave a try.

Haven Dock. My brother played this one and seemed to like it. It's a building and resource game where you're stranded in the "ocean" with lots of little islands and you build up a big dock with resources and tech trees and stuff . Seemed cute and relatively polished.

9 Years of Shadows. A Castlevania where you're a princess running around in a cursed castle where all the color has gone from the world. The art and sound is super clean. The gameplay felt simple but had some interesting elements. You get a teddy bear companion that provides a resource that is both a shield and ammunition so you need to decide how best to use it. I enjoyed this one.

The game that sucked me in the most was Against the Storm. It's a cross between a city builder/management sim and a rougelike. The narrative conceit is that all of the settlements outside the city are temporary, because of a perennial storm that destroys everything after a period of time, so your job is to stake out new areas after the storm has passed and re-cultivate them. The queen or whatever expects a certain level of performance, so if you fail to do things like create a stable population, or achieve the randomized goals for each level, she'll punish you and relieve you of duty. The gameplay involves cutting through a thick forest and breaking into little clearings that have events in them and resources. Everything is randomized, including the buildings that you can build, meaning sometimes certain methods of winning will be closed off, but to balance for that the tech tree is more open that usual, allowing for many alternative ways to build certain things. I played a bunch at the easy level and it was so easy that I was never in any danger of failing a round, but it was still pretty fun.

The last game I played was sort of a ripoff but also very much not. It was called Overhaul and was basically a sudoku roguelike. You would enter a chamber and have to solve simple sudoku (up to 5 rows is what I got to) while also dodging enemies or interacting with other elements of the map. In a sense there isn't any combat because you're trying to just solve a simple puzzle. There are power ups and stuff for health and speed and I guess power, I don't even remember now. There was also a dynamic voice system that was a lot like Hades, where the protagonist kept making comments on things, but it wasn't quite as good because the comments were very generic "ok"s and "let's go"s etc. I wanted to like this game more than I did because it was novel, but the puzzles are not difficult and the pitfalls are more annoying than anything. Still, kudos for the idea.
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When Overwatch League is going on it consumes my life. Friday through Sunday, at least three matches a day plus the two+ Asian region games to catch up on, as few as three and as many as five maps per match, that's about 6 hours a day, which actually more than my entire block of free time, but some of the games happen during work, so I'm catching up on them on the off days. So no wonder literally nothing else is going on with me right now. There's just no time for any of it when I'm devoting that much to the League.

Unlike a lot of other sports it's kind of common for OWL fans to not just watch the games in which their favorite teams feature but to watch every game. There's just enough time to do it if you're willing to just abandon all else. I actually will watch the replays on 1.25 speed to squeeze in a little extra time lol, but I don't think it helps much.

The season is almost over. The grand finals are the first weekend of November and then I'll suddenly have a fuck ton of free time again. It's been a great season actually. Interesting metas and a lot of oscillating domination between a number of closely matched teams. Some years it felt like there were clear winners but right now it feels like it could be anyone's game. 

It's hard for me to say that I'm a fan of any team nowadays because of how regularly entire rosters are blown up and players are shifted. I was a Boston fan in 2018, then moved to the Charge when they came in as an expansion team in 2019, and have stuck with them largely out of a lack of better options ever since. They were great in 2019, actually won a stage in 2020, blew up and became ass in 2021 to the point where they were maybe one of the bottom 3 teams in the league, and were saved only by the fact that at least two other teams had just blown up more violently. In 2022 they started out still in an awful state. They got one win off Valiant at a point where Valiant was still literally the worst team in the league, and then once Valiant started improving it didn't look like there was any team that Charge had a change of beating, but there were some decent mid season roster changes that seem to have turned things around. We picked up Piggy from the Outlaws after he left, and he's had a chance to play off tank this stage, which is very good for him. We grabbed Xerneas (formerly Yveltal), Farway1987, and Jimmy, all from the Hunters, so we're kind of like the Hunters orphanage now, but it's working out. Charge have been winning a lot more games and looking competitive in losses, and it's enjoyable to watch them again.

But it's also kind of a frustration because of course everything is shit and the team is sponsored by a MLM scheme, plus there have been some strange dramas happening. Eileen, who was a great player and important part of the 2020 season, was permabenched and then dropped, with the team indicating the reason was poor behavior and rumors suggesting either infidelity or bad behavior towards women. I've never seen any details though and when I've asked about it no one has elaborated, but with how often that shit happens it's hard to dismiss entirely. And then there was a brief blowup between two former players, Molly and possibly Develop, about bullying and racism and stuff like that. Molly was a great support player and it sucked that he didn't get much play time with the team. He's with Shanghai now I think. Develop had good popoff moments but also was dropped before things started to turn around. There was a lot of he said he said stuff about whether Molly had been singled out for criticism or if the coaches had been overly nasty and stuff. Really makes it hard to root for anyone when you know teams are possibly propping up bad behavior, not to mention to ever looming issue of Blizzard as a whole.

I still like a lot of the players though, and the broadcast talent, and there are clearly a lot of people who give their all for the game, so it's just hard to just say fuck it to everything. I don't spend money with them anymore but you can only cancel your wow subscription in protest once lol, and I've already done that.
 

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Reading:

 Gave up on the Linguist Mages book. I would just get a few pages in and put it down again. I can't really complain about it being a bad book or anything. There are some entertaining tidbits, but sometimes a book just doesn't grab you I guess. I'm reading some nonfiction related to work now and it's actually holding my attention better, but it is the sort of nerdery I enjoy. I picked up the third Jhereg book while visiting the local fantasy bookshop a few weeks ago, so that's on the pile now, and my friend wants to run a one-shot set in the Thieves' World universe so I'm going to revisit that whole series. It's one of my favorite old school fantasy series, but it's also a series I can't really recommend because although a number of its stories are excellent, a number are super bad and a few of the authors on the project are some of the worst I've read. It's definitely one of those titles that I love largely because it caught me at a young, impressionable age.

I'm back on the horse with the Japanese reading group, which has been a lot of fun. We're just finishing up a sort of autobiography of ROLAND, and are going to go on to a little jokey short story volume next.
 

 Games:

 Lost Ark is basically entirely quit at this point. I log in once every couple of weeks or so but I'm off the treadmill. I've been playing a handful of Overwatch because soon it will literally be impossible to play OW, in Blizzard's infinite wisdom. I enjoyed playing offtank the most, which is the role that they are straight up deleting, so basically these next couple of weeks are my last chance to play ever. I'm sure I'll enjoy 2 but I'm still annoyed at Blizzard, which I suppose is the normal state of things. I had 70k+ gold in game, so went on a spending spree. It wasn't enough to get me every single skin in the game, but I got close. And that system is going away in favor of more coercive season models, so the days of getting all the skins I want are also going to be over.

Since it's almost October and I've been lazy about it for a while, I'm trying to get through these VNs in the BLM bundle a little more. But I haven't really hit one that I really enjoy in a while. None of them are particularly awful, just not quite my thing, or not very polished, etc. It's still been an interesting little challenge, and since I'm still dealing with some extremely low energy, this is easy enough for me to do without too much stress.

And I've been slowly but steadily progressing in my solo Valheim game. The little valley town is coming together, but will likely need to receive a complete rebuild in the future.

 

 

Watching:

While in the throes of some extreme executive dysfunction I ended up picking up Schitt's Creek again, which I had gotten a few episodes into before and enjoyed but then dropped because most live actions shows don't hold my interest. So I've seen maybe five or six more episodes of that and enjoyed it a whole lot.

And I've been watching a bunch of Kimono videos on youtube. I have a small pile of kimono hand me downs for the purposes of tea events with my club, and so now I'm working on understanding them more, learning to identify them, style them, etc. I like kimono a lot, oddly enough, because I'm allergic to every other form of feminine dress and wear female kimono without a problem.

In semi-related news a sweet teller in training asked me for my pronouns the other day, which is the first time that's happened in the wild. It took me like 30 seconds to figure out how to answer because I was taken aback, and then had to figure out how I wanted to answer lol. Usually people just guess and then correct themselves when they hear my voice (fucking voices, man, hate em.)

 


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I am a child of web 1.0 and am most comfortable in pseudonymous spaces. I am in the process of setting up some semblance of a social media presence for a business, and my god, how can people live like this?! I feel like I'm signing my first born away every time I set up an account on some "platform," and then all the platforms are talking to each other, so if one lets me get away with not giving them my entire life story the next one insists I fill in the gaps. These sites make me feel so gross.

In order to use Buffer to manage posts, I need to be able to link a facebook account to an instagram account, but in order connect the two you also need a facebook page, but if you do that you get harassed to open a wechat account, at which point even though I don't need to give in to the wechat thing I was like fuck this entire noise I'll manage instagram manually, like what the actual fuck. I couldn't figure out how to convince ~~~Meta~~~ that the page and the instagram account had anything to do with each other anyway.

And tiktok also requires you to download the app to be able to finish registration. And the app wouldn't recognize my password, but also wouldn't recognize that I was registered to send me a password reset. So like... wtf? So I guess that email account is now permanently locked out of using tiktok? And it appears I can't log in any other way because I have adjust settings to allow that. And then it turned out it had just completely restarted the registration on the app so I had two separate incomplete registrations going.

It ended up taking me hours just to get the basics set up. And weirdly enough it was pinterest, which is its own sort of devil in how it has grown like kudzu over search engine, was the only service that was a simple one and done affair. I don't know how I feel about that given how much I detest pinterest.

I know this may make me an old person who can't deal with the times anymore, but why can't we just go back to coming up with a random username, a remarkably insecure password, and being done with it? Why all the loopholes? (This is a rhetorical question; I know the answer)

Fuck web 2.0. For real.

Now what?

Jul. 31st, 2022 09:42 pm
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The stressor is now in the past. Well, the deadline is in the past. there is some follow up to be done, but I'm not worried over that. My battery is completely drained at the moment, to the point where I can't settle on what brain dead video game I want to play to pass the time. I tried to improve a stage score in Thumper and fell short, then started up a solo Valheim map. When you're trying to dungeon crawl solo it can get pretty hairy, because the game is designed for group play, but you can also spend a lot of time just chopping down trees and building a little outpost, so that's mostly what I've been doing as I slowly gear up to take on the Elder.

I've also been trying to finish the book I got out of the library a long time ago (that keeps getting auto renewed). It's called Battle of the Linguist Mages. Parts of it are fun, but as a whole it feel like a slog and I feel like my attention is drifting every couple of pages. I can't tell if it's because I'm tired or because the book isn't all that interesting, but I'm thinking that it's a little bit of both. I've been struggling to finish it since well before my deadlines cropped up, after all. I think the big part of the problem I have with the book is that it's long as hell but most of it is dedicated to loving descriptions of actiony sequences, either fights in virtual space or fights in real space, and while there's some exposition happening during I'm not finding myself invested in any emotional stakes.

Ah well, I'll keep gnawing at it.

Been in the mood for some new anime or something but too lazy to seek it out. Man I'm really running on empty. I wish I could enjoy more live action stuff, but I don't like western live action shows, for the most part and the acting in those is ten times better than the standard Japanese fare. I think I just need someone to come by and poke my brain with a stick.

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